Carl Sagan, Cosmos
I just started watching “Itazura na Kiss - Love in Tokyo” yesterday, now I’m surrounded with this squiggly - fuwafuwa feels.
No to mention that I found another Japanese actor who actually speaks English fluently besides Mizushima Hiro.
This makes my weekend even better.
"I want a love like those in the movies. Where what matters is only the two of you. No thinking about what other people think. No thinking about whether you’re going to meet someone better in the future. The kind of love where you don’t have to ask for anything more because you already have someone who makes you the happiest person in the world. Remember what Emma Stone said in that Easy A movie “”What happened to chivalry”” and then the guy comes with his boombox and swoops her off her feet. I want a love like that. The 80s kind of love where guys actually make an effort for you. Where they actually make you feel like they really want you. Everything’s really different now. People casually make out and have sex. And I have nothing against that. They are actually really interesting to read. But i still can’t help but wonder whether real love exists. Or is it all about sex now? I hear stories from friends that they have sex way before they tell each other how they really feel. And i’d never be able to handle that. It’ll tear me apart. A lot of girls want boyfriends but to be honest, I’m afraid to have one. What if he really doesn’t like me? He might say he does. He might even tell me he loves me, but really, he doesn’t. And cause I’m afraid to get hurt, I just try to ignore that feeling of doubt I have. He’s a fool for playing me but i’m a bigger fool for actually letting myself get played. But what if the guy actually feels the same way as you do. You both really like each other but then because you’re both to afraid of the hurt, you just end up going with the flow. You just let things happen, but what if part of just going with the flow comes feelings of stupidity and unwantedness because of the lack of communication you guys have? Guys are afraid of rejection, but girls (or at least I am) are afraid of not being truly loved. That’s why I really don’t know if I’m ready to have a boyfriend. Or hey maybe guys aren’t ready to have me? I have no clue. I just hope that the couples in Ateneo are really happy together and aren’t together just for bragging rights. Just be honest with each other and if you think that the two of you aren’t meant to be, then don’t force it. And for those who really want boyfriends, don’t be in such a rush. It’ll come when it comes. ”
- oldfashionedgal, SOM, 20**
Ateneo de Manila Secret Files
Only people who have seen the very bottom, and wondered
what would become of them, could understand this kind of fear.
Kang Oh Hyuk (Dream High)
Song Samdong (‘Dream High’ eps. 2).